I've had a tough week, for a variety of reasons. Despite my positive last post I've been sorely tempted to give up with my recovery. I even spent a few days last week feeling suicidal again. I didn't act on it and rested instead - seeking appropriate support and taking my 'emergency' medication. I managed… Continue reading Just When I was About To Give Up!
This last week I have been writing a chapter in my book 'Complexity: The Puzzle of Discipleship'. The chapter is titled 'Truth and Integrity'. It's interested me that, despite being a stickler for the truth, I understood so little about the subject. It's unravelled what I thought I knew, and set free the truth that… Continue reading Truth
I'm completely devastated. What am I going to do now? The one I loved more than anyone else is dead. Perhaps more importantly, the only person who has ever loved me is dead. Even though it was never romantic, or sexual, it was the best sort of love anyone could wish for. The gentle but… Continue reading I’m devastated